Last night was the first night that I put Eli in the crib.  Of course I was anxiety ridden, full of tears and well my stomach hurt.  I held him all night while watching some America’s Next Top Model and American Idol.  I got ready to feed him around 10:30pm.  He fell asleep while I fed him then I just held him on my shoulder, trying not to cry.  I laid him in the crib around 11:00pm finally, he was out like a light.  To keep my  mind off of him not being in our room I put away laundry, dusted a little, then started to read.  I was up until about 1:30 checking on him about every half an hour even though he was totally fine.  Well, he made it through the night, no problems, and woke up like usual at 6:30am to eat.  The funny thing was he was in the middle of his crib, horizontal, haha.  I fed him then laid him back down where he slept for another 2 hours.  Then to make me feel better.  I brought him into bed with me and cuddled with him and we slept in until 10:00.  So, I did it, Eli did it, Kyle was indifferent.  This is the week of big firsts…We’ll see how tonight goes.

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